First time gay story
14."I went on a trip to a tropical land. I found a tiny, secluded, resort-type place with a bar while exploring the area. I spent the entire day there while the male, in advance 20s bartender served me. He had a blinding smile. At one indicate, he told me that no one else was around and that I could swim in the pool, naked, if I wanted. I said 'screw it' and did. He kept serving me drinks and talking, and I later said I was gonna get out and go read by the beach. He told me since no one else was there he was gonna close the area for an hour and that I didn't own to put my clothes back on. He walked me over to the hammock and kept complimenting my body. I was into it, so I didn't stop him. He sort of felt me up as I got into the hammock (I let him), and he eventually made his way down on me..."
"This was my first (and only) time a guy had gone down on me. He got naked and offered to go further. I told him I could try but only with protection. He came back with condoms, and I tried but couldn't stay up. He asked if he could attempt, and at this indicate I just felt I was all in anyway, so I was down.
It was an interesting exposure. I was taller and physically bigger and had never been
Dad died when I was six. The rabbi who lived in the apartment below took over for him. I’m sure he wanted to do Mom. They packed us off to an evil Hasidic summer camp where everyone made fun of us because we didn’t know their crazy prayers. My brother was four. We would secretly meet in the woods, hug each other and blubber. We couldn’t realize why our father died and our mother sent us to this terrible place. I learned to hate all religion and still do.
Mom was a dark-haired, curvaceous looker, juicy, and in her prime. She liked sex but decided that all men had to pay for it. The butcher brought steaks; the florist, flowers; the bagel man left fresh hot steaming bagels by our door every morning for months. Leon, the ice cream man left ice cream. My younger brother and I were adv dispatched to receive the stuff into the house, so they couldn’t spot Mom. And not to forget Abe, the jeweler, who brought, well, jewels. They all tried to get inside. Some did. When Mom met the gentleman who brought it all, she married him.
We lived in Borough Park, in Brooklyn. Until I ran away, I thought everyone in the world was either Jewish or Italian. I was intimidated by all the dark, Brooklyn-rough I
I’m Tirrell and I’m from Atlanta, Georgia.
Before moving to Georgia, I lived in Hawaii until I was 15. Growing up in Hawaii, it was unlike, it was a bit isolated, I didn’t have a lot of male lover friends, I didn’t have any queer friends actually. I didn’t really realize anybody who was gay but I knew that I was gay. I had a confidant who I had known since probably 7th grade. We went through middle school into steep school together and I definitely had a crush on him, I just never really, it was just fond of I really liked him, I didn’t know if he was gay, we never talked about it, I never even let that part of me really out. We were on move teams together, I guess I should have known he was gay then, but, we were on dance educate together, we ran track, we did a lot of sports together so I was always sleeping over at his house, and there would be times that I would be over there spending the night wishing something would happen, anything, a kiss, just him telling me, like, you comprehend, high school boy’s fantasy I guess.
I would say it was a couple weeks before I moved to Georgia, it was the summer after my sophomore year of high school and I stayed at his house just as a compassionate of a last hoorah. W
My(35M) first gay sexual experience is coming up. What should I know?
February 5, 2020 11:10 PM Subscribe
Hello. I am a 35 year old cis human, and I've been only with women up to now. I've always considered myself enthusiastically hetero.
A year or so ago, I first experienced the pleasure of anal sex (i.e. having my butt being played with, penetrated with a finger etc) with my female partners.
Since then, I contain been fantasising strongly about existence penetrated by a real penis. I've begun experiencing some attraction towards men, and (for the first time) been aroused by gay porn. I really crave to be fucked by a guy!
So long story brief, I've met a kind, soft gay man who knows about this history of mine and is interested in being my partner in this adventure. The big day is coming up soon. I'm really excited but really nervous! I know I should try to be spontaneous but I have so many questions! What are things I should be ke